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Living Water

The first time I saw you I thought you could be a Savior. Didn't hold in your Stomach. God knows you would have it my way. You are speaking in toungs now. But I only see One. Lost my head over Jealous Silence Neighbors are pounding on their floors, Brake-ins, stealing my stuff And all this time I'm thinking is God in this, Or does He have other plans in this World? Seems God gave me a Bolder I've moved it half way. Sculpted it into two heros. There eyes now seem a little like Jesus. If this life were forever... I'd  lose it for better. Don't look amazed. We are looking for Better that we see in Each other ,Each Day. Each being patient. Not pretending. Sometimes like a writtle . And now Prophets are warning A new baby blessed, No Word from my Sisters. What a headache and what a complete mess. Together forever? Why not?  I'd be glad, but away with these haters. These moments they stole. What did we do to you? We only gave it a rest! ...

Something About Deliverance

Written by Shayla D Smith There seems to be something about deliverance, Where they cut you into two, And make you go nude, Before they give you back an "Old Shoe." I'm crying Blasphemy from the Spirit World And they have another thing coming, Because She's a Wolf in Sheep's clothing. I've got the Sheep all around me. Tell me I'm crazy and I'll kill you. I'm not going to die for your sins anymore. I've got one too many children looking up at me to say "Fuck you all!" So, This Time It's Not Me Who Should Want To Die. God is our protecter I seem to be one of the reasons why, So, I'm staying with my Husband, Victor! Sorry, if that makes you want to cry. He is one of the reasons why people don't call Me Shy. Cinderella has spoken. Not in blue, like they said. You may be looking in another direction? Maybe, A Wedding is not about you? Did "that poem" make you ill? If you knew me(the truth), ...

Thee, Thee, Thee

Written by Shayla D. Smith Unite, All must Overflow in this Cup that God gives to me, Fuck Me, Like You might Fuck Jesus! Because God knows you would Just to fit in Smaller Pants than He.  But really, He is a Stranger to us all.  Did those Hypocrites,  listen to the Spirit? Hearts were- "Me, Me, Me!" "How He Loves Me! How He Died for Me."- Exactly those Words! How strange I have felt the dead. Walked with them, Held each hand. And was tortured with complaint. And here you are, Clear is your purpose And you leave Me picked to the bones! You call Everyone Fat, But it is skin that I have been generous to. Burned, Scared, raped, loosened So full of power drained that it is more of a vapor than a food. And at times that is all we Call food. No, I don't love You. How could I? You broke Me and left Me to Suffer. So dry and parched, My mouth had been burned. I feel like I am starving to death. How I feel your pain. I am not quite like ...

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To My Husband in There

Written By Shayla D. Smith Your eyes look different lately, Like a Universe. That's why I thought you where on drugs, Because they look Broad and Deep. You create Heaven Tomorrow, And it is my job to carry you there. Battered and Brused, You don't know what you have done. I don't know what I've married, I must forgive those who have died. Because I feel my Yesterday is Tomorrow, At least for You, And I don't want to cry. So, here is your suffering I got it right here. It is these words  I can hear you And it is your time to rise. You payed for you. Now, I don't want to die. Because tomorrow was Hardening And I saw it First I gave you a Warning And you heeded twice. Now, You'll be Widow's Tomorrow. With nothing , but crosses to burn, And I know you are laughing You are funny. I know, But I'm just about to let you die. If you don't fix it. I know it sounds shallow. I know how they Show, So, forgive Me for bein...